Monday, September 3, 2012

Photo Book

Click here to view this photo book larger

Visit Shutterfly.com to create your own personalized photobook.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

What I am Thankful For....




1) I'm alive... not whole but alive...
2) My Mom
3) My Friends
4) What I know now...
5) My Blackberry
6) Furloughs are over
7) I have a 401k
8) The New York City Skyline... I live in the most beautiful city in the world
9) Stamps in my passport
10) ????

Friday, November 20, 2009

how to fix the biggest mistake of your life...



Have you walked out on the best thing in your life and regret it? Did you throw away the greatest part of you when leaving? Do you want to make things right?
Here are some fool proof ways you'd win my heart back if you wanted to...

1 ROSES - lots of roses ... While she's out doing laundry or some task you know takes her a while get her landlord to let you into the apartment and cover it with rose petals! Then when she returns tell her every petal represents each time you think of her and how much you want her back!

2 SURPRISE OFFICE ATTACK- again lots of roses... You know her co-workers... get them to let you into her office and decorate it with Roses and teddy bears and balloons and a puppy promising that you know you can never make up for what you did but you can make sure she never feels like that again...

3 WAKE UP- Call and wake her up to look out her window and she finds you have written with sidewalk chalk you're sorry and bring bagels and coffee up to have breakfast in bed

4 LOVE ROBOT- Build a robot that says "I love you and please take me back" Than shower her with love and affection

5 DINNER- Cook her a weight watchers friendly dinner and proclaim you're undying love to her...

6 MOMS HOUSE- On thanksgiving go to her mom's house with cookies and mistletoe and tell her how much you adore her...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

If I could talk to You I would say...

I would tell you i learned a new trick to clear and update my blackberry today...

I would tell you i got into a pair of lace underwear I bought for you a long time ago this morning that never fit.. and they fit now....

I would ask you what you want for dinner....

I would tell you that I hoped you were having a great day!

I would tell you I'm having a shitty day at work...

I would send you this link about how funny this news article is http://www.nypost.com/p/news/local/manhattan/ny_family_is_pussy_whipped_XrcM3yehlRMSvcbiwdKcLI

I would tell you I want to cut down a Christmas tree

I wanna go running because it used to clear my head but the last time I ran you were with me and my cheerleader and you're gone....

I would say listen to the longest time...

I wonder how the robots are coming at program....

Thank you for building my dresser!!!

I caught up on Heroes and am worried about Peter cuz Nathan with Sylar in his body is bad news... and Hayden Paniterre in hot and should hook up with Tracy

I would joke about getting white castle....

I would ask you to work out with me... and tell you I lost 3.6 pounds at Weight Watchers this week and wanna share that with you cuz I'm proud of myself....

I'd tell you that I got into this new Show Glee and am glad I have something to fill my nights...

Im excited about Top Chef tonight and it always makes me think of you!

I'd be geeked out that I have less than a week to watching The Grinch!

I would tell you that I have to go to Hempstead next week and do you wanna have dinner.... but you'll be having dinner in Hempstead with someone else... And that I hate the word Hempstead and Bayside and New Hyde Park right now but have to use them 30 times and hour at work....

I would say that I realize I am blessed to have had you and that you gave me so much!

I would tell you I pray for you every morning....

I would tell you that I miss you a lot!

I would tell you the bed is still made up on your side...

I would tell you I'm still here....

If I could talk to you this is what I'd say...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

The Lost and Hopeful....

And today on, "The Lost and The Hopeful"

When we last left our heroine she was off to Paris on a European vacation...

She spent years trying to find herself and live without the drama of her 20's.... She built walls up all around her so that nothing could ever hurt. She was a friend to everyone... believed that her purpose and everyones purpose for that matter should be to help mankind. She never got to close to people though for fear of rejection and pain...

Her life was amazing... Shes say out loud to herself at the Pantheon in Rome on Thursday how her life could not get better..."What more could I possibly ask for?" She spent an amazing 2 weeks in Europe with her mom who she never got along with but was having the best time with. She had a job in a recession where most of her friends were unemployed. She had her own apartment, amazing friends and felt excited to turn 30. And did I mention she had the most wonderful boyfriend in the whole wide world?

Its amazing how life turns on a dime... In a few minutes she would step on and break her Moms toe... 2 days later while driving home from the airport her amazing boyfriend would break up with her on the FDR drive in Manhattan and tell her it was because he loved her... The Next day She would land up laying amoungst bottles of vodka in his sweatshirt begging him not to leave her.... The next day she is carrying wastebaskets of water up to her mom with the broken toe because of a water main break and falls and spills water all over her. She cant remember what trains to take to get to her friends so she takes a cab. The day after that She would return to her job to find out that she was perceived as not getting the job done...and only hearing more about the turmoil that her company was in... but the worst news she would hear comes from herself just 5 days after thinking she could not ask for more.... She would realize that she lost herself.

Was the girl who was so happy with her gelato and wallet full of Euro someone else? She must be because that girl knew how to get up in the morning and get ready for work. She knew that there were 3 meals in a day (and in her case 6). She knew that breathing was supposed to happen continuously. She knew how to smile. She knew to put one foot in front of the other. And when asked over to a friends house she knew how to get there... but TODAY.... she has to think about whether the shampoo or conditioner come first... She has to remind herself to breathe occasionally and she needs to ask, "Did I Eat today?"

Everything that she does reminds her of him. She has a whole bed to herself but one side is still made up. Her Ipod is her enemy. Breathing is hard...

But she needs to put one foot in front of the other and deal with her moms broken toe... and get water for the family... and work her ass off on her A game to prove that she is a valuable member at work and the hardest part of her day is knowing what to do when she gets home cuz she is not cooking dinner for him.

Many have come and go in the past and breakups are always hard but no one has left with a piece of her... and He took away the logic and reason of the world... He took away a piece of her heart and she prays to have it returned....

He says there is a chance he is coming back... is that to make her feel better? Does it really make her feel better? Is he coming back or this the end of the story?

Will she do it ladies and gentleman? For she herself may never know!

Tune in next time to see what happens on "The Lost and Hopeful"

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Super Powers

I am a fan of the show Heroes... and while season 3 has been more of a soap opera I am intrigued by their powers... and the fact that Hayden Panetierre is really hot! This morning while watching a new character manifests with a new power... breathing underwater... they seem to be running out of COOL powers like reading minds and healing from attacks. Which leads me to the question... What power would I want in Costa Verde California that would help me elude the infamous "company"?